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You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon. </td> Demon 84% WereWolf 75% Dragon 67% Angel 58% Mermaid 34% Faerie 33% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!) created with QuizFarm.com

Oh yes you better bank on it suckers.

About me:
What can i say that you may or may not already know? As the name of this journal states my name is John, the same name as my Farther is more a badge of honor than just a name.
I was born in England but i am scotish by the grace of the gods, that and mum was born there and my dad was half scots.
I'm 28 (as of last 24 06 05). Was a true red head but that has faded of the years but is normally coloured to regain the red.
I work for a company that at times put the nazi death camps to shame, more of that in my posts now and then.
I have a habit of speaking my mind and saying it as i see it without pulling my punches. This may offend some people and other may just find it funny. If i offend you then move on as i will not say sorry for what i say or do.
I mind is a mess. A mass of thoughts, vengfull and violent, erotic and perverse, dark and very distructive.
I am the sort of person that if you have thought about it then i have more than likely done it, there are only a few things i haven't done in my life and that is only due to the laws of the land.
I think about it, daydream it or fantasise about it i will try my hardest to do it. This is in aspects of my life.. the great big experiment.
I am in a state of constant flux, changing direction when ever it takes me and growing every day and in every way. I am searching for the answers to my questions in life. One being "why is belly button fluff always blue/black." Some of my questions though i can't ask on here among polite company.
I am driven, driven with such intestinal fortitude to do things that i find hard to give up anything once i have started.

Nothing turns me over, i find very little in this world that is sick or depraved. With my hand on my heart i can say that i have been there, done that or willing to try it. Hell i have eaten ice cream and then thrown it up and eaten it again for a laugh oh and five pounds. I've done more but you'd have to ask me about it.

Most of the things i talk about that make people laugh i have tried, if you ever find your self talking to me you'll see what i mean.

My journal is open most of the time, i very rarely if ever lock it down except to send private messages to one or two people. You can't offend me..i wrote the book on it! And remember...you can't F**K with a F**KER.

Like a scrotum...this is me in a nut shell



This Now By Hatebreed

Another memory and I'm asking myself
How can I let the past be the past.
Once and for all take a hold of the future
And not let it control what I aspire to have.
I see where my decisions have brought me
Whats done is done and its time to start again
Can't let it tear me in two waste me away
I gotta believe
Cause this is now
How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.
This is now
If I control myself I control my destiny.

What I've seen and what I've been through has made me who I am
There was a time in my life where I had no desire to carry on
I couldn't see a place for me or a will to survive
I never thought to rely on myself or the beliefs that I have denied

But this is now
How can I can change tomorrow if I can't change today
This is now
If I control myself I control my destiny

If I control myself I control my tomorrow
I got to change today
Cause this is now

How can I change tomorrow if I can?t change today.
I must control myself if I'm to control my destiny.

Cause this is now.

Cause this is now
How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.
This is now
If I control myself I control my destiny


Ladykiller - Hocico.

The music her hair used to make goes with the wind
It's listened by the animals the night breeds
Her head lies on the bloody rocks
Staring to a mute sky full of doubts

Bitch your mine under dessert's sky
Screams and laments will fill the night
I just wanna fuck you
May my words make you fly?

I prefer to see the falling of their grace
They won't get me 'cause I'm just their disease

Cold blooded disease
Ladykiller's my name
Cold blooded disease
I rape

Your nipples dance with my teeth
I pull them out to the extreme
I just wanna hurt you
Black hair dances with the wind

I wish to see you tied, dirty, confused
I wish to see you undressed, trembling, confused
I wanna cut you up tonight
I wanna chop you off

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